I’ve been looking back at my life and I’ve realised something, I am a very materialist person. I love shopping, it makes me happy when I go out and buy new things. I like clothes, I like jewellery, I like shoes, I like gems, I like diamonds and emeralds plus I like buying crap that I hardly ever use once I’ve bought it. I love it when my parents buy me things; I love it when I buy myself things, I love receiving gifts no matter how small a gift. Yes, I do like to be spoiled by my parents but I don’t expect things like designer clothes/handbags, I just like getting normal clothes/handbags – (not that that’s any better).

I know they say the best things in life are free – happiness and love. However, I do have to admit that buying myself a new pair of shoes does also make me happy. Is that so bad? :angel:

In other news, my limited edition Jo Malone perfume bottle broken – with the contents spilling all out my carpet I cried. No really I did. £64 limited edition perfume all over my carpet. I managed to save a tiny bit, which is now residing in a boots glasses cleaner bottle. I am still so upset, I even contacted Jo Malone to see if I can buy another one and they said it’s no longer selling. I am even more upset now that I’ve reminded myself I can’t get it. My only hope is either ebay or travelling around England to try to get it. Yes, eBay is my only option but I really doubt I will buy it off ebay I will be too worried about being ripped off. I am going back into the corner and cry. :emo: ww:

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Rah, back with a new layout as you can see. Rather proud of it actually, though it was a bitch at times to code. For some reason the bottom sidebar refused to stay in colour. Ah well, worked out all okay and I hope it looks all right in your browsers. Any problems just let me know.

So these past few weeks have been interesting, from having a slightly disastrous date, to me having a melodramatic tantrum fit (eh nothing new there) to um err actually not going shopping for two whole weeks. SHIT two whole weeks and I haven’t been to the Trafford centre, arrgh not wonder I feel like crap! Oh well, I know what my plans are this week.

But yea, not really wanting to go into it, mainly because I am so over it (the date) and I know that I was right (the melodramatic tantrum) about the situation so yea, it’s all good.

Anyway moving on, I’ve decided I need to be doing more with my life so that means less browsing the internet (I can so see this not happening) to more studying (I know for a fact this won’t happen). But seriously I need to get more focused with my life, I need to actually do something, I am going to be 28 this year and I need to actually say I’ve done something different than from when I was 26/27. So that basically means that nothing will happen, I won’t do anything and by this time tomorrow I will decide than I can’t be arsed (yep, I can really see this happening).

Nah, I need to get a bit more study in my life, I’ve only really been doing about an hour or so here and there in the week and it’s not good enough. I plan to really knuckle down and learn some PHP so I can get my portfolio back up. And with that decision I’ve decided to let my old portfolio domain name go as it’s time for a change … nothing to do with the fact I bought another domain name that I have no use for so I decided to use that. No I would never be that irresponsible *coughBULLSHITcough* Actually that’s not quite true, I’ve always wanted a domain name with my name in it and so my favourite domain extension and my name were free so how could I not buy it? Although I was planning on using it for my blog but then I wouldn’t know what to do with this name so I thought I would make hkarim.net a parkon domain name and have it point to huma.me so they can both be used for the same thing? Or maybe I will turn huma.me into my blog, although I won’t be getting rid of any of my .me domain names, I love them too much. Although if I decided to turn huma.me into my blog I may give away glum.me, hmm oh well we shall see. [edit] Not going to be renewing hkarim.net, will be using huma.me as my portfolio, sorry had to clarify as I got some emails regarding glum.me.

Anyway, better stop there before I ramble on with .me domain names and yes, I can really go on and on. Oh just had to plug my hosting site, and welcome my new hostee to the network. I am hope it finally picks up a bit as I have loads of space on here so.

Right best get back to playing SoulSilver studying.